1. You were stupid for starting to garnish your eyelashes with mascara and coloring your lips and hiding things you once didn’t hate. You now use you face like a canvas and you have not allowed other people to see the real you.
2. You were stupid for constructing an oasis inside peoples pretty words and beneath peoples bones. You allowed peoples words to embrace your skin tigthly with meaningless comfort.
3.You were stupid for crying over the phone and telling someone, “I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU. PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME.”
4.You were stupid for wasting the space within your mind with narcissistic people and people who punched your mind with ugly words and decorated your once innocent mind with black and blues.
5.You were stupid for hating yourself because another human did not treasure you. When you should’ve been your number one lover, supporter, your bones should’ve been your shelter since the start because now you know the touch of pretty words, and other peoples meaningless love. And I can see you slowly becomimg a mathstick.